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  My hands on her hips and my eyes wide open, I’m watching this girl just fuck the shit out of me. Bouncing up and down, grinding her pussy all over my cock. Not sure, but I think she’s had at least three more orgasms. Her breasts are wet from her sweat, but they’re beautiful, especially bouncing up and down. I reach up and grab them, pulling them down to my mouth to give them some attention.

  “I’m going to come, Xander . . .” She hisses.

  “Me too Baby, me too . . .” I say in her ear, I clutch her body against mine and we come together.

  “Holy shit!” I say out loud.

  She sits up, “Is that good or bad?” she asks in a nervous tone.

  “All good, Em. All good.” I smile.

  She climbs off me and lays on her back next to me. This is normally where I would get up and leave, but right now, I don’t want to. I turn my head and look at her.

  “So what other surprises are you hiding?” I ask.

  “Nothing. Why?”

  “Just curious if there were any other tattoos or piercings you’re hiding that I can go find.” I say rolling over onto my side, facing her.

  “This one,” She shows me on her wrist a cross tattoo with a heart in the center. “Just a reminder of where I come from.” She says quietly.

  “It’s beautiful. They’re all beautiful.” I tell her while I push a piece of hair out of her face and tuck it behind her ear.

  “Aren’t you going to leave now?”

  “Do you want me to?”

  “Well, this is just a fuck buddy thing or a one night thing. I figured you didn’t stay.”

  “I don’t Emily. I don’t ever let women in my house or around Harlie. It’s either their house or a motel.” I’m not going to tell her I’ve fucked most of the women at the bar. “That’s why I don’t think this is a good idea. You’re around my daughter Monday through Friday, and the last thing I want to do is hurt you.”

  “Ok, answer me this Xander. Why are you afraid of hurting me?”

  “Because Emily, I will. It’s who I am. I haven’t had a relationship since Harlie’s mom. That was three years ago.”

  “Jesus Christ, Xander. Most women aren’t like your ex, and I sure as hell am not like her either.” She sits up.

  “It doesn’t matter, Emily. I swore I would never get into another relationship after she left me and Harlie. Why would I allow another woman into my daughter’s life, just to have her walk out of it? Did she fuck up and break my heart? Yes, but me not allowing a woman into my life is because of Harlie.”

  “So that’s why everyone says you’re ‘bad news’? Here I thought you were some fucking cheater or woman beater or something. But this is your ‘big bad news’? Really, Xander?”

  “Hey, I fuck ’em and I leave ’em. No questions asked. I’ve had women get attached to me and I’ve sent them packing. Eighty percent of the women I have fucked, don’t even know where I live.” I snap at her.

  “Wow, sorry.” She whispers, “Maybe you should leave now. Wouldn’t want to break any of your rules . . .” She rolls her eyes.

  “Yeah, I think it’s time.” I get off her bed, find my clothes and get dressed.

  “So, I’m guessing I won’t be seeing you like this anymore, right?” Emily asks me.

  “Do you really think you could handle this? There’s no sleepovers, nothing. It’s empty. Can you handle this?”

  She bites the inside of her lip. “I think I can.”

  I throw my head back and walk back over to the bed, “Alright, but I’m warning you. The moment you feel something, we have to end it.”

  “Ok.”

  “Well, then, I guess I’ll see ya soon. I’ll call you or text you when I feel the need to relieve any pressure and you do the same. Ok?”

  “Can I text you now . . .” She giggles.

  “Goodbye Emily.” I lean down and kiss her on the forehead. Mistake number one, Asshole. No kissing goodbye. I say to myself. I let myself out and get on my bike. I’m pretty sure I just made the hugest mistake of my life right, but why doesn’t it seem bad? I shake my head and head for home. Harlie’s going to be home in the morning and I’m looking forward to a weekend, just my kiddo and I.

  When I got home, I check my phone and there’s a message from Emily.

  “You didn’t let me say good bye, so I’m saying it now. Good bye Xander . . . I’ll be seeing you soon.”

  I open my front door and sit on my couch. Staring at the message, I’m smiling and let out a laugh, “God dammit, Emily.”

  4 weeks later . . . Halloween

  XANDER AND I Have been seeing each other three to four times a week. It’s been hot, but it’s getting harder and harder for me not to let my feelings get in the way. In front of him, it’s only business. Whether it’s Harlie and how she’s doing in class or it’s just fuck him and leave the bar, or wherever we decide to fuck, as soon as I get far enough away, my heart starts to show its true feelings for him. I can honestly say, without a doubt, I’m in love with him and it can’t happen. One, we haven’t known each other for that long and you can’t be in love with someone that quickly. Two, it’s just not supposed to happen.

  I know I should call it off, but I can’t. I think if I lost him now, I wouldn’t be able to handle it. We’ll see how he is after Thanksgiving break, when I’m gone for a few days.

  Mel, Reese, Sam, Kayla, Dani and I are all going as Disney Princesses gone naughty for Halloween tonight. Mel got Snow White, since she’s got the dark hair. Reese is going as Belle. Sam got Jasmine, Kayla is Rapunzel, Dani is going as Ariel and I’m Cinderella.

  My costume is hot and sexy, and I’m hoping it drives Xander fucking crazy. It looks like Cinderella’s dress, just extremely short and revealing. My hair isn’t quiet long enough to put it up in a bun, so I got hair extensions for the night to make it work. I’ve put my hair in a bun with a blue ribbon around my head and a black satin choker. I couldn’t find the “Glass slipper,” so I settled for silver glitter stiletto heels that go well with my costume. I finish up my makeup and, I slip on my white gloves that come up past my elbows. “Hope you’re ready, Xander.” I say looking in the mirror.

  I walk out and Mel is in the kitchen dressed as Snow White in a blue corset top, yellow skirt with red tulle under it, white stockings and bright red shoes. She’s got her black hair curled and has the perfect red satin ribbon in her hair. Not sure what it is about these princesses, but it seems like most of them have the ribbon in their hair. “I do not remember Snow White looking like a slut, but I like it.” She laughs.

  “You’re hot!” I tell her.

  “Yeah, Cinderella, you’re pretty hot yourself. Love the hair extensions! You should keep them.”

  “I might, I forgot how much I missed my long hair.”

  “Thanks for inviting me out tonight,” Mel says to me.

  “You’re welcome. I know Scott’s out of town, so no sense in you in staying home by yourself.”

  “True, so where are we going?”

  “Just to Harley’s, I think.”

  “What’s going on with you and Xander?”

  I roll my eyes, “I’ll tell you another night, but for right now I have to keep my emotions in check. I promise I’ll tell you. Just not tonight.”

  Her one eye brow raises. “Ok . . .”

  She finally gets off the subject and the rest of the girls finally show up. Reese is in her short yellow dress with white ruffles under the skirt. Her long brown hair is curled and she added the yellow ribbon to her hair too. She’s wearing white platform heels. Sam is barely covered. Her costume is sheer turquoise pants with built in panties, a turquoise top that is pretty much a bra, there’s sleeves that hang off her shoulders and gold sparkly straps that sit on her shoulders. Her black hair is smoothed in a side pony tail with the turquoise ribbon around her head but hers has a blue gem stone that sits on top of her head. Then Ariel’s dress is green and purple; it’s one of those dresses that are short in the front long in the back. Dani’
s red hair is down and she has a flower behind her right ear. Rounding out Royal slut party is Rapunzel in a short, purple and pink dress with lots of tulle, gold high heels and she’s managed to braid her blond hair and weave flowers into it.

  Reese looks at all of us. “Ok, we may look like the Disney Princesses, but fuck are we slutty!” She giggles.

  “Right? But come on, when was the last time any of us got dressed up and went out like this?” Dani asks.

  Everyone shakes their heads. “Well let’s go get our drink on and see how many times we can get hit on tonight. And the bartenders or the owners don’t count!” Sam announces and we start walking out to the cars. Mel drives herself, while the rest of us ride with Reese.

  We just decide to go to Harley’s. It’s the one bar we know we’re safe, especially dressed like this. The only thing is the guys don’t know we’re coming. We pull up to the bar and it looks like it’s busier than usual.

  “Stay together, girls. This could get ugly if anyone tries anything with us tonight.” Reese says as we’re getting out the car.

  “You, stay close especially.” Reese leans into me.

  “Why?”

  “You and Xander may not be ‘together’ but I know for a fact, that if anyone comes on to you or does anything to you, he’ll hurt them.”

  “Really?” Xander and I never talked about if we were allowed to see other people or not.

  We open the door and it seems like all eyes are on us. A lot of people are dressed up and others aren’t. Our bartenders and owners are dressed as Pirates. I didn’t even see Xander when we walked in. We found a table in the corner close to the bar, and grabbed it.

  “Well, what are we having?” Kayla asks.

  “Shots!” Mel shouts.

  I start laughing at her, “What? It’s been a while since I’ve been out.” She says.

  “Nothing. I just hope you know what you’re getting yourself into!” I smile at her.

  “Don’t look now, but you have eyes on you.” Mel whispers in my ear, I look behind me and those brown eyes are on me. When our eyes make contact, he gives me that smile that makes me do anything he wants me to do. I give him a smile and turn back around.

  Our shots come to the table, “What’s this?” I ask.

  “Apple Pie” Kayla winks at me.

  Oh fuck here we go! I grab the shot and down it. The cool whip is yummy and so is the shot. It tastes just like apple pie too.

  “Damn, that’s good!’

  “Get Me Some of That” By Thomas Rhett is playing over the speakers. I start singing along with the song and start moving my hips. I look over at the bar and Xander is walking over towards us. “Shit . . .” I say under my breath.

  “You girls want anything?” He asks.

  “Beer,” I reply.

  “Shots,” Kayla says.

  “Alright, I’ll be right back.” He says and comes right back with our drinks and our Jell-O shots.

  “I will say, you girls are the hottest slutty Disney Princesses I’ve ever seen.” He winks at me.

  “You busy later?” He leans into my ear.

  “Nope, why?”

  “Cuz I’m going to need you tonight.” He says in my ear. There’s so much in that small sentence.

  My stomach flips and I turn, “I’m all yours.”

  “Good. I’ll give you a ride home.” He says and walks away.

  “Fuck . . .” I say under my breath

  “Everything ok?” Reese asks.

  “Yep, everything is perfect.” I smile. Good thing I put my back pack in the back of Mel’s truck earlier. I might end up needing it.

  I go to the bathroom and finish up my business. I walk down the hallway headed back to the bar, when some guy blocks my way with his body. “Hey Princess, how about I be your Prince Charming for the night?” He says to me. He smells of beer and sweat. I’m ready to puke.

  “Thanks, but no thanks.” I give him a polite smile and walk around him. He grabs my arm, spins me around and pulls me into him. “You can’t expect to dress like a slut and not be treated like one, do you?” He says as he tries to kiss me. I shove him away as hard as I can. “Get off me!” I shout.

  Out of nowhere, “You son of a bitch!” and the guy that was once holding me, is now slammed up against the wall and is being held there by his throat, “She told you NO. No means NO asshole. Now get the fuck out of my bar, before I throw you out.” He growls at the guy.

  “Dude! Xander! She came on to me, not the other way around. She’s been shaking her ass at me all night. I figured she wanted me to come back here with her.”

  “The fuck she did. I’ve been watching Princess all night and she wasn’t shaking her ass at you. Now get the fuck out of my bar.” He tightens his grip around his neck.

  “Fine!” the guy shouts.

  Blake comes walking back here, “Get him out of here and make sure he stays out.” Xander pushes him towards Blake.

  “No problem. You ok?” Blake asks me.

  “Yeah, I’m fine.” I lie.

  Blake takes the asshole away and Xander grabs me and pulls me into his office and closes the door.

  “Are you ok?” He asks cupping my face staring into my eyes.

  “I’m fine, thanks for coming when you did. Guess I shouldn’t have worn this after all.” I say looking away from him.

  “You didn’t ask for that. That fucker is lucky I let him walk out of here on his own,” He says in a tone I’m not used to, then leans in a kisses me gently. This kiss is soft, sweet and powerful. He pulls away and looks at my arm. “Does it hurt?”

  I look down and there’s a red mark from the guy’s hand. “Not really.”

  “You might end up bruising.” He kisses it.

  Fuck Xander, stop! You’re making it harder not to love you! I almost blurt out, but all I can say is, “I’ll be fine.” I pull my arm away from him.

  “Sorry,” He says quietly.

  Tears fall from my eyes before I could hold them back, he wipes the tears from my eyes. “It’s ok, I’m here.” He says grabbing me and wrapping me in his arms. My head lands on his chest and the tears fall harder.

  He holds me for a while, until we’re interrupted, “Emily!” Reese and Mel both say, walking through the door.

  “Emily, Holy fuck! Are you ok?” Reese asks.

  “Yeah, I’m fine. Xander kept anything from happening. He’s my hero.” I give him a shy smile.

  He smiles and says, “Never going to let anything happen to you. I’ll leave you girls alone.” He starts to walk out the door.

  “Xander!” I say a little too loud.

  He turns and looks, “Yeah?”

  “Can you walk Mel out to her truck to get my bag?” I ask him.

  He smiles and nod, “Yeah, I can do that. Come on Mel.” He says leading her out.

  Once they’re gone Reese turns to me, “OK. What the fuck happened?”

  “That bastard Blake threw out came on to me and grabbed me hard. If Xander wouldn’t have showed up when he did, I’d be getting a rape kit done right about now.” I say while biting the inside of my lip.

  “Jesus Christ! Well thank god for Xander!”

  “I know,” I start to rub my arm where that asshole grabbed me.

  “I’ll be right back. I’m going to go and get you some ice.” Reese says walking out the door.

  I am in a room that I know very well, it’s where we have sex weekly. I don’t think there’s a spot in this office that we haven’t had sex. I sit on the green office chair. This room is so blah. White walls that look dirty and dingy. There are four file cabinets that are off-white and old. His office desk has metal legs and a black top. There’s a black leather couch to the right of the desk. He needs this room redone. I look at the pictures on his desk, all of Harlie, from when she was a baby to her most recent school picture. There are a couple silver metal frames with pictures of his parents and one of I’m guessing is Nathan. Xander and his brother look a lot alike. I reach for the pict
ure of Xander and Harlie when the door opens, startling me.

  “Here’s the ice and your backpack.” Xander says walking in.

  “Thanks.” He comes over and puts the ice pack on my arm.

  “You don’t have to hang out with me tonight.” He says sitting on his desk.

  “I don’t want to be alone tonight.” I slip out. Shit, I did not mean to say that.

  “Emily, you know the rules.”

  “I know, forget I said anything.” I say putting the ice down so I could wipe tears from my eyes. I grab my bag, “You know what. I think I’m going to pass after all.” I get up and walk away.

  “Emily,”

  I close my eyes and take a deep breath, “What?”

  “Don’t go. Please stay.” He walks up and takes the bag from my hand.

  “You can’t give me what I need tonight, Xander. Right now, all I want is someone to hold me all night. Thank you for coming to my rescue, but tonight I need just a little bit more than sex.” I barely get the words out before the tears fall.

  He lifts my chin up to make me look at him. “I will Emily, for you, tonight . . . I will be what you need.” Then he kisses me on the forehead.

  I make my way back out to the bar to let the girls know I’m going to get a ride home, and it seems as though Mel is going home alone. “I’m sorry, I can come back home with you.” I tell her.

  “Don’t have too. Look what Scott sent me.” She shows me a text saying he’ll be home in ten minutes.

  “So if one of these fine men could walk to me my truck, I’m going to go home to my man!” She says.

  Billy comes around with his elbow bent so Mel can grab it, walking her to her truck and makes sure she’s in her truck safe.

  “I’m ready to go whenever you are.” Xander says to me.

  “Let me go change and then I’ll be ready.” He walks me back to his office and lets me change in there. He’s standing outside the door to make sure no one gets in or out.

  I change into a pair of light blue jeans, pink fleece camouflage hoodie and my brown cowboy boots. There’s a mirror on the one wall and I take full advantage of it to clean up my make-up. God, I look ridiculous, make up ran all over my face. Ugh. Finally I get it cleaned up and open the door.